26/11/11

Woman is a phase that a girl has grown up to be adult, but me as a female, i don't know am i a girl or woman. have i really grown up or not?
Do i enough to be adult or not? i don't know, i really haven't found out what am i exactly.

I have watched a lot of movies, the stories about life, love, happiness, sadness, everything. i see it, i learn it. And sometimes it influences me. it makes me think i should be like that or like this. 

Last night i watched '500 days of summer' , it's one of my favorite films, and it influences me a lot.

The   thought and life, the massage. 

"She doesn't want any commitment and any serious thing in her relationship". It's a wonderful thought i think. I still don't understand why so many people  live in a commitment, even they know it's hard to do and also suffering, but they still want it. i do really don't understand. 

"Do everything that we wanna do  as long as we happy". Even everyone will say that it's egoist or what, but who wants to do something that they don't wanna do? Absolutely no one. 

"Everything can change  so fast and unexpected". Yeah, people always do that, people always change, and hard to understand them. 

I do change, i do a lot of change. is it a big deal? of course not, who cares. Me is me, and it doesn't matter if i change or not. I do whatever i wanna do, i run, laugh, cry, and whatever to express my feeling.
And this is my life, who wants to come in they must do my rules.

You can think whatever about me, judge me, mad at me, whatever! but one thing, just one thing you must know, please appreciate me...